miss fren...

aikz....
exam again...
studying now...
one ppl in kl...
haha...i feel more independent compare to last time..

hmmm....now...i think i more brave...
coz i dare to ask anything from anyone..
without paiseh dis paiseh dat...
dat's me...
miss ang..
haha...
many thing i not dare to do in taiping of coz now i dare to do..
hmmm....dun think dirty ya...not such thing...
is like...
....
i dunoe how to say...
i like myself here...
more independent...
more brave....
haha...
perasan right?????

suddenly miss fren in tpg...
hm...zl...ck...sl....jl....wn....
aikz...
waiting for holiday after two weeks...
den i can meet dem...
can talk a lot of thing....
haha...
miss them....

preparing for exam

hmmm...so long time din't update my blog...
im quite busy here...
everyday exam...assignment...
luckily...i got a batch of good fren...
all of them very nice..
i like them...

now...preparing for the exam...
first semester over...
very fast right..??
is quite sad...
cause our class member might not in the same class next semester...
my first exam...
hope i can doin well...
n not make my lecturer dissapointed..
wen i m free i will upload some photo to share...
nw have to study...
all my fren go back to hometown...
left me one ppl in kl onli..
ii like dat feel..
haha..

k lar...next time onli tell more about my college life...
which is very interesting..haha...

spm result

hmmm..finally...v get spm result...
after study so hard for 2 years...
finally i get my result..
many of my family member ask me..
happy with your result???
satisfy??
actually..
can i say that i not really happy...n not really sad..
is actually...no feeling..
no proud at all..
juz like many of my classmate get same result...
as my friend analysis:
it is a too common thing..
until no feeling of happy d...
somemore many of my friend is better than me..
i have 2 A-'s while they do not have..
hmmm...with this 2A-..
i loss a lot of scholarship for my entrance scholarship..
=='...sad...

ohhh ya...i need to made correction at here...
sunway is not as u all say that most of the student come here n play n get certificate de..
that is not de truth..
mayb u all will say dat i m supporting on my school..
bt...i can tel de is...
my coursemate...
many of them get straight A's..
wah!!really feel that i not dare to tell my result der..
12A+....ooo!!!so great..
n many of them ....11 A...10A..
dunoe hw to express my feeling..
juz onli i can say dat...
i not really happy...
i ask myself??
can i do better??
or dis is my maximum ad??

spm result

spm result 11 march..
i want go back taiping to get my result..
but the problem is no car fetch me back...
and somemore 13 of march i have an important result...
if i fail i have to extend one more semester i think..
aikz...i want go back taiping..
who can help me ?????

sad day

is a sad day...
a lot of thing happen today...
pretend to b happy in class..
laugh loudly n xiao-ing in front of my friend..
but i noe my true feeling in my heart..
which is not happy..
but wat can i do..??
still have to smile..
and continue my busy life..

quite stress with my coming exam..
every week...non-stop..
hope i can get A in my account in spm result..
so that i can exempted my paper 1...
which most probably no possible to happen...
worry about dat...

sad day

is a sad day...
a lot of thing happened...
pretend to b happy in class...
and in front of my friend..
i noe my true feeling in my heart..
which is not happy..
but...wat can i do..??
still have to smile...
and continue my life...

第三星期

来到这里
第三个星期了哦
就学业上
还不是真的跟得上
因为我的英文不是很好
加上我很爱玩
就每天跟朋友玩到很迟
再隔天回班"钓鱼”
真的很惨
很内疚的感觉
花了那么多钱来这里读
却那么的懒散

在这里的生活
真的有点压力
看着这里的人
真的会自卑的
口里讲的都是英文
而且真的很难沟通
很压力咯
有时候group work不是我们不给意见
是真的想给你们却大声过我们
怎样给呢？
才来说我们不给意见？？

看到朋友读a-level
看到science的东西
又想起了人家最常问我的题目
“你的理科那么好，做么要去读account"
说真的。。我对理科真的真的很有兴趣
想当医生的
不过。。我觉得读到有点累了
就以为account is more on calculation
不用读那么多
因为我超不喜欢背东西
我都是靠理解来读书
那里懂
好像sejarah酱的阿
真的很惨

来到这里真的会觉得自己很渺小的咯
以前常有人来问你功课
那种有点成功的感觉
真的完全阿。。
消失了。。。
反而觉得自己有点失败
真的会自卑的咯
雪阿雪
你真的。。很失败
星期六就有考试了哦
还没读
加油吧
雪
你没回头路了